Vatican confirms report of sexual abuse and rape of nuns by priests in 23 countries

Mary McAleese, former President of Ireland, speaks out about male dominance in Catholic Church; let us not forget the voices of those who spoke out but who nobody listened to. Sr Maura O’Donohue, a doctor, a Medical Missionary of Mary, nun was one of these people. Mary McAleese would do justice to the work of so many nuns who have for decades worked silent on the missions subjected to abuse also.

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Wednesday, 21 March 2001

The Catholic Church in Rome made the extraordinary admission yesterday that it is aware priests from at least 23 countries have been sexually abusing nuns.

The Catholic Church in Rome made the extraordinary admission yesterday that it is aware priests from at least 23 countries have been sexually abusing nuns.

Most of the abuse has occurred in Africa, where priests vowed to celibacy, who previously sought out prostitutes, have preyed on nuns to avoid contracting the Aids virus.

Confidential Vatican reports obtained by the National Catholic Reporter, a weekly magazine in the US, have revealed that members of the Catholic clergy have been exploiting their financial and spiritual authority to gain sexual favours from nuns, particularly those from the Third World who are more likely to be culturally conditioned to be subservient to men.

The reports, some of which are recent and some of which have…

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Breast Cancer: Radiotherapy; Oncology Herceptin intravenous: As it is March 2018 and Brain Awareness Month I talk about personal experience with brain injury highlighting Broca. Chapter 6

Wednesday 28th February and Thursday March 1st

The weather deteriorated and by Thursday; it was a taxi to the hospital.  When we phoned to book a taxi I was 35th in line so KT and Freddie, our dog, walked me as far as Ballsbridge and thankfully there was taxi.  It was snowing heavily at this stage.  The taxi driver was elderly but his voice was hoarse and I asked him if he had the flu; and he said no.  He had cancer; he had been four months in hospital, and then 20 months with further treatment.  The hospital team had re-built his voice box.  He was so positive and said that St Vincent’s Hospital is excellent.  As it happens he does the hospital taxi service now.

By Friday 28th February the Radiography department decided to close so appointments for that one day are re-arranged for next week. It is now the month of March and it is my final week for Radiotherapy.  Now I am getting a little curious so I am doing what people say you should not do when you have a cancer diagnosis.  I can’t live in ambivalence much longer so I am back to my friend the internet and Google search.  I know that there is an excellent hospital in the US and it has a renowned name for cancer research and treatment so I engage with the link which I must say is most informative.

The machine was my next search.  For weeks I have been trying to recall the name so I had my notebook and wrote it down.  There is saying that ‘what you don’t possess you do not understand and while lying on the table for 15 minutes of radiation the thoughts are there as to what is really happening.  So if you have time, this is where technology has advanced so far; in a way it tells us why there should be Centres of Excellence with less hospitals but more advanced technology and the appropriately trained staff to provide same.  People I have met on this part of the cancer journey have traveled from all over the country to have access to St Vincent’s Private Hospital.

5th March 2018:  My final week for radiotherapy has arrived.  I will have 19 sessions by the end of the week; but by comparison to others I have spoken with, the number of sessions varies significantly from patient to patient.  Depending on the cancer type the treatment varies.  Some people must drink a container of water within a specified time.  There is the bonus of some Miwadi orange.  I must say I like the idea of random acts of kindness

An elderly woman sat in a hospital wheel chair drinking the water; there was a delay and you could see her concern.  In her case she needed the water in her system and yet the delay meant she was unable to use the bathroom.  I was able to let her go ahead of me. 

6th March 2018:  The Radiographers explained that finally I had arrived at the second phase of the treatment.  This is when the Versa HD specifically targets where the surgeon extracted the cancer from, including a given parameter.  In all this is four sessions.  I have to say that I will look forward to being able to use deodorant again because I was extremely conscious of my body odour because all you are supposed to use to wash is Aqueous cream.

8th March 2018:  Third treatment and third appointment with Professor Armstrong.  Notebook in hand I had 5 points to make.  I have one swollen thumb and having Googled it and arrived at an indicator of bone cancer; it was my first question.  The answer was no alarm here.  Then I have a rash on my neck which Professor Armstrong examined.  Then I could not resist the opportunity of mentioning the machine in Cork… and that people with left side breast cancer having complications with heart and often die from heart related problems and not the cancer.  A clinical decision in my case would have arrived at the decision relating to the amount of necessary radiation based on the fact that I have cancer in the left breast.

Today 9th March 2018; A medical team arrived with a man on trolley; an elderly man, approximately the age of my mum who passed away at Christmas.  It had a resounding impact on me because my mum had a massive stroke and the decision was made as soon as she arrived at A&E in the Mater hospital, when my brother assumed control and with advice made the decision for no further treatment.  I was only informed the following day when I noticed there were no drips especially fluid and concerned I asked why.  A nurse in the Special Care Unit told me of their decision and I was very distressed.  There were eight people around her bed (7 not family) and when  I asked my brother why he had not included me in the decision process; I was horrified when those present said this would be my mother’s wish and with no sensitivities to the fact that she may still be aware of what was happening around her made their opinions vocal that she would not want to end up in an old person’s home and a bother to others.  Looking at this man today on a trolley fighting for life by way of radiotherapy and no doubt chemotherapy I felt the decision about my Mum was too swift.  My mum was a fighter and unlike me a person with bipolar who knows depression very well.

Sometimes we creep into the inner self and lose sight of what other’s experience.  Today I spoke to Anna who is from Romania and works here in Ireland.  She explained that a good friend had traveled back to Romania to attend a doctor; she had a pain in her tummy.  She was diagnosed with colon cancer but it had advanced too far.  Anna explained that in Romania the treatment costs money and this woman aged only 48, a mother of a son and daughter, and is now in Blanchardstown hospital, on morphine, with 4 weeks to live.  Anna was very upset and explained that this woman cries most of the time.  It must be so hard to be away from your home country and your extended family; without support.

Monday 12th March 2014:  No more radiation so I am more free than I have been in many months.  I was give an A4 sheet with advice for post radiation treatment so I will adhere to this and will continue to use the Aqueous cream.

‘Opportunity comes to pass not to pause’.

This week is Brain Awareness Week and it is global.

Ireland held its Brain Awareness Week 5th March to 11th March 2018
The Brain Awareness Campaign is a worldwide celebration of the brain that brings together scientists, families, schools, and communities. Although Brain Awareness Week is officially March 12-18, 2018, there are many ways to get involved throughout the year.  The global celebration, launched by The Dana Alliance for Brain Initiatives, presents an opportunity to bring attention to brain science advances and advocate for science funding. Brain Awareness Week serves as a launching point for year-round Brain Awareness activities.
To include my personal contribution about Aphasia and traumatic brain injury:-

1993 while horse riding in Zimbabwe, I sustained a fractured skull, contrecoup brain injury in a horse riding fall.  In those days so little of what we have now existed but I was fortunate that the computer technology was in fast forward momentum.  I had my own computer in Zimbabwe and when I returned, my Mum bought be a computer; then came the internet, social media and so many other sources of learning on how to understand brain injury and how to cope evolved.  As this is Brain Awareness Week – I would like to talk about “Broca” which can happen if you have a stroke or with brain injury.  So often people finish your sentences, reprimand you for not being descriptive in your spoken word and so much more:  I am going to include a piece about what Broca really is so that if there is anyone out there with such a diagnosis, do not heed what others say, just rest assured there is a narrative that explains what it is.  I have gone through 25 years not understanding what this simple word called Broca (frantically written in my notebook so that I could find an explanation) really means and this is what has enlightened me and given me confidence.  Progress is possible.  It may take time but you can go forward.  I have selected excerpts from this link that I identify with, as a person with traumatic brain injury and for others who need reassurance when something changes about their communication abilities but that they just don’t understand or can tells others about.  This link is from the Stroke Association in the US so it is thorough I hope that people who have Aphasia are supported. It connsolidates my belief in the necessity of taking responsibility about health outcomes especially when you arrive at my stage of co-morbidities.

People with aphasia:

  • May be disrupted in their ability to use language in ordinary circumstances.
  • May have difficulty communicating in daily activities.
  • May have difficulty communicating at home, in social situations, or at work.
  • May feel isolated.

“Scientists and clinicians who study how language is stored in the brain have learned that different aspects of language are located in different parts of the left hemisphere. For example, areas in the back portions allow us to understand words. When a stroke affects this posterior or back part of the left hemisphere, people can have great difficulty understanding what they hear or read.”

I have excluded details about comprehension because this does not apply to me thankfully.  I can listen, I can take notes, I can read silently albeit slow with focus problems.  However, expressive this explains so much for me.

Broca’s Aphasia (expressive)

When a stroke injures the frontal regions of the left hemisphere, different kinds of language problems can occur. This part of the brain is important for putting words together to form complete sentences. Injury to the left frontal area can lead to what is called Broca’s aphasia.

Survivors with Broca’s aphasia:

  • Can have great difficulty forming complete sentences.
  • May get out some basic words to get their message across, but leave out words like “is” or “the.”
  • Often say something that doesn’t resemble a sentence.
  • Can have trouble understanding sentences.
  • Can make mistakes in following directions like “left, right, under, and after.”
“Car…bump…boom!” This is not a complete sentence, but it certainly expresses an important idea. Sometimes these individuals will say a word that is close to what they intend, but not the exact word; for example they may say “car” when they mean “truck.”
A speech pathologist friend mentioned to a patient that she was having a bad day. She said, “I was bitten by a dog.” The stroke survivor asked, “Why did you do that?” In this conversation, the patient understood the basic words spoken, but failed to realize that the words of the sentence and the order of the words were critical to interpreting the correct meaning of the sentence, that the dog bit the woman and not vice versa.

Global Aphasia:

  • Remember, when someone has aphasia:
  • It is important to make the distinction between language and intelligence.
  • Many people mistakenly think they are not as smart as they used to be.
  • Their problem is that they cannot use language to communicate what they know.
  • They can think, they just can’t say what they think.
  • They can remember familiar faces.
  • They can get from place to place.
  • They still have political opinions, for example.
  • They may still be able to play chess, for instance.
The challenge for all caregivers and health professionals is to provide people with aphasia a means to express what they know. Through intensive work in rehabilitation, gains can be made to avoid the frustration and isolation that aphasia can create.
Excerpted from the article “Talking Tough?”, Stroke Connection May/June 2004 (Last science update March 2013)
For most, a stroke has a startling and life-altering effect on both the survivor and family members. All involved find themselves trying to come to terms with changes ranging from physical and sensory loss to loss of speech and language.
For many survivors, this loss or change in speech (dysarthria, apraxia) and language (aphasia) profoundly alters their social life. Ironically, research has shown that socializing is one of the best ways to maximize stroke recovery. Many experts contend that socializing should begin right away in the recovery process.
For many people living with aphasia, dysarthria or apraxia, the question then becomes: How can they socialize if they can’t communicate the way they used to?

Here are some tips you can use to begin your recovery:

  • Educate yourself about aphasia so you can learn a new way to communicate.
  • Close family members need to be involved so they can understand their loved one’s communication needs and begin to learn ways to facilitate speech and language.
  • Experiment with strategies that facilitate social interaction during your rehabilitation.
  • Many stroke survivors with communication challenges compensate by writing or drawing to supplement verbal expression, or use gestures or a picture communication book, or even a computer communication system.

Family members can facilitate communication with some simple techniques:

  • Ask yes/no questions.
  • Paraphrase periodically during conversation.
  • Modify the length and complexity of conversations.
  • Use gestures to emphasize important points.
  • Establish a topic before beginning conversation.
Your environment also can help support successful socialization. Survivors have told us that it is easiest to begin practicing conversation in a one-on-one situation with someone they are comfortable with and who understands communication disorders.

In addition:

Practice conversation in a quiet, distraction-free environment.
  • As you become more confident, slowly add more conversational partners but continue to limit distractions such as background noise (music, other talking, TV).
  • As you become more comfortable in one-to-one or small group interactions, explore less-controlled social situations with your speech-language pathologist, close friends and family, or other stroke survivors.
  • Before you attend these gatherings, practice common things discussed in a variety of situations. For example, “How are you?” “It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you.”
  • Practice a few statements about current events: “Did you see the basketball game?” or “Boy, we are having beautiful weather!”
  • The more you practice this script, the greater your chances for success.
  • Family members can prepare written cues, or organize pictures to promote interactions.
  • Once you achieve a level of comfort with close family and friends, you can start getting involved in the community by:
  • Going to familiar large group activities such as church events or weekly social gatherings.
  • Volunteering, returning to work or joining a new interest group.
  • Remembering there’s no rush. You should step into this stage at a comfortable pace.
  • Attending a stroke support group.
Speakeasy is a conversational practice group in Cleveland, Ohio that meets weekly for two hours. Its members have a chance to practice their communication skills and gain confidence in their ability to communicate.
Speakeasy’s tips for communicating with speech and language limitations in social settings:
Try, try, try to get your point across no matter what anybody says or thinks.
If waiters speak too fast when you go out to dinner, ask them to slow down.
Try one-on-one conversations.
When talking on the phone with a new person, repeat, “I’m a stroke survivor…can you understand me?”
Make a point to go out and interact with people — socializing is an important part of recovery.
No matter who tells you that you can’t, it’s always possible to keep recovering!
Remember that the speech and language changes stroke survivors experience can last a lifetime in some form or another. As life circumstances change, and your speech and language needs evolve, reevaluate what works and what has not worked in social situations. And continue to expand your horizons.
For more information on aphasia or to find an ASHA-certified speech-language pathologist in your area, call ASHA’s Action Center at 800-638-8255 or visit ASHA on the Web at
Check out link above/below for details about Constraint-induced therapies (CIT).  There is a list links for appropriate articles related to Aphasia.
Now it is time to return to to breast cancer:  My next appointment is with the surgeon Mr Geraghty for a review since breast surgery.  These appointments make me so aware as to why I am ill at ease meeting these professional people, it is about conversation and memory which are so difficult.  For me, Twitter is like an Artificial Intelligence input that allows me communicate at the level I would like to be at.  This was my way of coping with Aphasia and thankfully Professor Crown understands this as he too is a Twitter friend.  Before I leave this insert about brain injury; here is a link if you are interested in further details about brain injury/stroke

14th March 2018: I was notified by text of my appointment with Mr Geraghty at the outpatients in St Vincent’s University Hospital.  I was confused about the change of location so KT phoned BreastCheck Merrion Road, and it was confirmed that it was SVUH, first floor, Suite 4.  There is a reception area; a waiting area; and then different rooms for different consultants and doctors.  Hayley was the doctor who met with me and did the necessary examination of both breasts.  It was a brief but detailed examination and I left confident in her professional ability to carry out the necessary examination.  Hayley explained that I would receive a call from BreastCheck in August for a follow-up examination; and this would be followed with a further visit to Mr Geraghty.  Once you have been diagnosed with cancer, the health system monitors your progress and you have access to medical treatment.  This is most reassuring and unlike what you experience in the highly privatised insurance related American system of health.  Ireland thankfully is more aligned to the NHS but some say we are undergoing radical change in favour of that system.  For people in doubt about what kind of health system Ireland should have I would recommend this TEDMED talk about the Pharmaceutical Industry and how disparities for those rich and those who are too poor are designated in the US.


CUH radiation centre to cut wait times.

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Researchers Team Up with Patients to Build a Breast Cancer Database

Combining genomic, clinical, and patient-reported data, the Metastatic Breast Cancer Project provides a unique resource for the cancer community.

Source: Researchers Team Up with Patients to Build a Breast Cancer Database

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Breast Cancer:- Chapter 5 (Highlights of San Antonio, Texas Breast Cancer Symposium 2017 – “SABCS” written by three NICB cancer researchers included) Chemotherapy over; Herceptin going forward and Radiation February 2018

6th February 2018:  Back to Oncology, 3rd Floor, St. Vincent’s Private Hospital, Dublin 4.  This time the chemo is over but it is time for Herceptin treatment by drip.  The coffee is free but when you look around the waiting area and see different people who are at different stages of treatment you get that chill up your spine of fear.  It was time for me to go again for an ultrasound which is necessary every so many weeks especially when you are receiving Herceptin.  I found my way to Cardiology on the first floor.  I was thinking about my trip to the vet who had said our dog Freddie needed a ultrasound so this primed me to be very attentive to what it was all about.  Niamh gave me a gown and told me how to position myself on the couch.  Technology has advanced so far.  It is so interesting watching the screen and seeing your heart and other measurements.  Niamh from Monaghan had a great personality and diligently chatted while looking at the screen so that she and the machine provided the charts that would say my heart was in order and Herceptin could be administered.  I have to say I learned something too.  The qualification is called Clinical Measurement and it is a 4 year course in DIT (Kevin Street).

When morning came and I woke up the thought was there – what if I just didn’t bother going to Oncology;  you know just simply like not turning up for an appointment.  KT would not approve of this so I put that thought aside as being foolish and prepared for the day.  You may think you are alone in the world but when you engage you never know the surprises that lie in store for you.  On the bus I met someone I knew, her name is also Michelle.  We had spoken often about the effects of traumatic brain injury and exchanged experiences, mine being personal, and her’s related to her son.  When I told her that I had cancer, she just looked at me and said you have got over so much in the past, this is easy and you know this.  Michelle gave me that reassurance that I must keep my spirits up because there are people who really care.

Too add to co-incidences, the other is really incredible.  I am standing at the reception desk in Oncology and I am looking at this face that hasn’t changed since she and her Mum stayed with me in Harare, Zimbabwe, when she was just about 12 years old.  As you know my Mum Eleanor Rose passed away at Christmas and this young woman named Elinor who Mum knew since she was a baby was talking to the receptionist and all of sudden I knew her face and I gently called her name Elinor and yes it was Elinor, now a young Mum of three small children.  When we were called to meet with Professor Crown, my name was called first and Elinor was second.  There was something spiritual in this meeting.  Being 20+ years older than Elinor I left the hospital with a different resolve to my early morning horrors that answers must be found to breast cancer and all other cancers.

The Plan:  Herceptin 2 intravenously every three weeks; Chemotherapy is over; it is no longer about arriving at 9 am in the morning but instead it is 2 pm.  This time it is only every second visit that they need to check your bloods.  Professor Crown unlike previously when he did his rounds to his patients, this time we met him in his office.  The computer and the chart were there and he confirmed that my hormones were in order so there was no need for medications (I think this means that I am hormone negative) which means that when you are Herceptin positive as I am that this leads to the best results.  This is the way I understood what Professor Crown was saying but as I did not have my notebook, I may not quite grasp it.  I asked the nurses who said that when you are oestrogen negative, you need no hormones.

A little diversion time:  What is the Research in Ireland?  How does it link to US, to EU, to UK to China and elsewhere?  Where do I start?  Let me start with Twitter @canisgallicus.  Since 2010, Twitter is part of my daily routine.  Traumatic brain injury affected my memory and Twitter has become the prompt I need to engage with the day.  What I have is my pre accident memory ie prior to age 32 and that which happens within the day.  Add to this KT and his vast intelligence, humour and character and I have a daily routine that works for me and let’s me live a life of independence.  So where did I go to on Twitter: for a start it must be Professor Crown and then I follow link by link until I find something that I can make a connection with.  I arrived at this Tweet.;

This led to the following which I would recommend. 40 years on and oncologists from all over the world convene in San Antonio, Texas, US.  It will take some time to read and listen to the video talks but the advances speak for themselves.  The link is as follows:-

Just some notes to encourage people to engage with the above link; the writing is technical but the three videos give essential insight into the progress made in relation to breast cancer.

Highlights of San Antonio, Texas Breast Cancer Symposium 2017 – “SABCS”


This post was written by three National Institute for Cellular Biotechnology “NICB” cancer researchers: Neil Conlon, Alex Eustace & Denis Collins, with equal contributions from each

Texas is known for big cars, big hats and big steaks but for five days each year one particular corner of the Lone Star state is known for big research. The CTRC-AACR San Antonio Breast Cancer Symposium is in its 40th year and remains one of the premier global meetings for clinicians and scientists focused on breast cancer research. Breaking clinical trial results and the latest scientific findings are presented to an international audience of around 7,500. After 40 years, the Symposium is a well-oiled machine, now with a helpful phone app to organise the talks you want to attend.

Insights you can investigate if you engage with the SABCS link provided:-

  • SABCS started in 1978 and this evolves into 40 years of progress against Breast Cancer.
  • Technology enables multi-disciplinary teams and people to be long distance mentors
  • Neil Conlon, a PhD student working for BreastPredict, was funded by the Irish Cancer Society, to present a Poster at the SABCS conference
  • 8,000 participants coming from 90 countries
  • Increased role of patient advocates
  • We have now moved from focus on specific gene to Big Data
  • Professor Slamon: Revlon, EIF and Los Angeles raised the initial funds for his research (video a must for people diagnosed with HER2-positive.). 1971 was the year when America declared the War on Cancer.  At that time there was considerable sums of money available but no technology; now we have the technology but we need funds raised through research.

Again I am enclosing the link because it is most informative and the video’s give the background that is essential to understand if you have a diagnosis for breast cancer.  Personally I would advise people to use Twitter and engage with the links made available.

Radiation at St Vincent’s Private Hospital – week 1 and ending 8th March 2018

I received a phone call to say an appointment was made for me at 7.30 pm Monday 12th February 2017.  I accepted even though I knew my stamina would make this virtually impossible.  KT decided to collect my medications and when chatting to Seana and the staff in Boots Pharmacy, they sensibly (because they know me for over a decade now) that we should ask to change the appointment to an earlier and more suitable time, a time that fits in with my rigid but necessary routine. KT phoned and the appointment was changed to 11.30 am.

Monday 12th February 2018, the day of my first appointment, I left home at 10.30 am to get the bus to St Vincent’s hospital (a short journey of about 10 minutes by bus and 30 minutes walking).  Thankfully Bus No 4 and No 7 are frequent.  I arrived at the Radiotherapy building, I had already been given what resembles a credit card which has a bar code and with a reminder from the receptionist I checked in and went downstairs to await my first session of radiation, scheduled to last about 20 minutes.  Book in hand as always, I got a cup of water from the dispenser and I sat in the waiting area until it was my turn.  The staff were young and very kind.  It is not so easy when you are in your fifties to be naked from the waist up.  The machinery is complex; the members of the radiography team make the calculations and arrange your body in the best location and radiation starts.  You feel nothing.  You must lie still but at the same time be relaxed.   I was given the dates and times for all forthcoming 19 appointments which are at different times each day so you really need to concentrate and make sure that you know the time of your appointment and arrive on time.  The men who were waiting seemed to know each other and chatted but I just read my book until it was my time for radiation.  The equipment I cannot really describe but the large screen with all the personal information which enable a number of people to be involved is impressive even when you see that photo of yourself that you hope is not you.  Add to this the mirror which tells you – exercises and weight loss needed.

Side effects:  After the first week; well I don’t really know.  It is beneficial when undergoing this treatment to have the amnesia that often goes with traumatic brain injury so that there is no time to dwell or recall what actually happens.  The only disadvantage was fatigue; where the body just gets so tired and you need to sleep so on several days I returned home and slept for a few hours.

Day 1 I had that little zest of energy; an elderly person I know was admitted to St Vincent’s University hospital several weeks before and I had not felt able to visit.  I took the opportunity to cross over from the Private Hospital to the Public Hospital and then to Our Lady’s ward.  I have to say that acknowledging that people awaiting hospital may spend a long time on trolleys the standard of provision of care in the public hospital is impressive.  Nurses and nurses aides do incredible work and get very little acknowledgement.  Add to this the social worker and their commitment to the care and-direction of the person back to their home or into a care home, it is most re-assuring.

I left the Herbert wing and went through to the main reception area of St Vincent’s University Hospital.  Every few months I get my lithium levels checked there.  I know that in the main area there is a dedicated space the Irish Cancer Society – Daffodil Centre which makes available free Cancer information, support and advice.  It is impressive and it is free.  As you can imagine there are many booklets and leaflets relating to all kinds of Cancer and advice.  The Daffodil Centre is open Monday to Friday 8.30 am to 4.30 pm.  This is backed up by a National Cancer Helpline 1 800 200 700 (

It was not long before Mary noticed me and approached me in a reassuring way.  I explained that I had my first session of radiation and really up to now I had not really grasped what radiation was about and that I had concerns that if my private health insurance ran out what would happen?  How would I be transferred into the public health system?  Thank fully Ireland is not America so it is possible if you are no longer eligible for private healthcare to move to the public health system.  Mary then printed out 9 pages about Radiotherapy and breast cancer.

America – USA and Healthcare.  Having worked for a number of  years for an American Investment bank in London, I know that health cover was part of the package there so I have been to Harley Street, having first attended an excellent NHS doctor.  I therefore the privilege of the referral to Harley Street. Recently I read in the FT (Financai Times) magazine about the American system controlled by Health Insurance resulting in many people being illegible for cover.  I include the link and recommend the article because Ireland’s health system continues to be in crisis like the NHS and the model we are looking to is America and not that of the EU which favours a more social based model.  Ideally, health provision should be a human right and nobody should be a victim of non provision of crisis treatment.  Details below:-

“Click to Donate” by Barney Jobson (about the broken US healthcare system): published 13th/14th January 2018.

Jan 10, 2018 – Online donation sites are booming as patients with little or no health insurance turn to strangers to help pay medical costs. … For the most fortunate Americans, these costs are covered by comprehensive insurance plans. … Eventually they relented — and joined the thousands of US …



The Question is why the foregoing:-

I diverged again so I am now returning to Mary at the Irish Cancer Society Daffodil Centre at St Vincent’s University Hospital. Re-assured with leaflets from the Irish Cancer Society on Radiotherapy, Radiotherapy and Breast Cancer, the Emotional Effects of Cancer; a diary named the Journey Journal, I left in the knowledge that my treatment will continue and as yet it will not be necessary in Ireland to have to crowdfund for treatment.

Week 2 – 18th February 2018
A deep breath and a little courage and off I went to Radiography building at St Vincent’s Private hospital, Merrion Road, Dublin 4.  As I crossed the road I saw this man with his tannoy and a notice.  I knew he must have had something important to say about BreastCheck.  It is not easy to stand at the side of the road and make a statement in this busy world we occupy.  His wife died from cancer.  His mission is to encourage a change within BreastCheck so that they take account of the fact that when they send out letters to women (age 50-66) that they follow up when there is no attendance or no response.  We both immediately understood why some women do not take up the option for the mammogram and it comes down to that word called FEAR.  It this same FEAR that prevents men from checking out prostate cancer and fear concerning check-ups for cervical cancer.  If we are to trust in the medical team who take on the responsibility to care for their patients with breast cancer or any other of 200 cancers known to exist, we must ask them to re-iterate to people the importance of early screening and the significance that this plays in either stopping the cancer from progressing or limiting the potential of mutations and the horrid implications if cancer spreads.  Today – it hit really to the core of my being when I saw a woman waiting, having evidently come directly from the hospital, sitting in a wheelchair so very ill.  All I can say to people is that if you can go for a screening, if you are a teenager and can receive a vaccine, be brave and go ahead.  Cancer is to be avoided at all costs or limited at least to a minimum.
22nd February 2018: Another session of radiotherapy but today is different I have an appointment to see Professor John Armstrong, Consultant Radiologist Oncologist.  After radiation treatment I returned upstairs and waited until I was called.  Technology is so advanced in some ways.  All I needed to do was present my card with the bar code for my file to appear on Professor Armstrong’s screen; but I must say I feel relieved when I see that the medical profession still rely on hard copy files but the key is that this file also has your bar code.  Professor Armstrong asked me about side effects and I reported fatigue.  He asked about what creams I was using which of course is as recommended Aqueous cream, nothing else.  Being naive I asked the question that if I have gone through 9 sessions can you tell progress and eradication of cancer.  This is a question I would not have asked if I had watched the Memorial Sloan Kettering youtube link which I now attach.

Oct 6, 2015 – Uploaded by Memorial Sloan Kettering
Medical oncologists at Memorial Sloan Kettering explain why targeted therapy represents one of the most ….  I am on Herceptin.

Friday 23rd February 2017.  My appointment was for 11.45 today and that sense of yet another week over was so refreshing especially when you know that the team in Radiography at St Vincent’s Private hospital have their weekends free from a busy 8 am to 8 pm daily routine, Monday to Friday.  Still a little unsure about the radiation, I asked for a little more clarification.  This very pleasant radiographer explained that in my case the surgery had removed the cancer; the radiotherapy was like an insurance policy to eradicate any rogue cells; she explained that clips are inserted during surgery and these indicate where the cancer existed.  The last 10 days the radiation targets the full breast and within a few days of the 19 sessions then the radiation will target where the clips are positioned but with greater intensity.

Week 3 – Monday 26th February 2018

“The Beast of the East” (snow, wind, rain and blizzard) is due to arrive but alarm is not on my agenda these days.  It is getting to St. Vincent’s Private Hospital for radiotherapy. Each day the weather got worse but people with cancer are aware that certain deadlines just must be adhered to especially when radiotherapy and chemotherapy are concerned.  As the week progressed you would people making more of an effort and arriving ahead of their appointments which enabled the team of radiographers to handle their caseload each day efficiently and effectively.  Humility is something that comes to mind when you here of what another person has to go through with their cancer diagnosis.  The weather was getting worse; Red Flag was the message.  I started talking to someone beside me.  He had traveled by train from Longford to Connolly Station; then I think he said the Luas and then the Dart to Sydney Parade and then he walked to the hospital.  He had fed his farm animals that morning.  He did not know if he would make it home to feed them and if he did if there would be water for them.  I have to attend Radiotherapy for 19 consecutive days (weekends excluded) but this man has 30 days and he has the journey from Longford by public transport.

Tuesday 27th – it was a session of radiotherapy first; and then it was a visit to Oncology third floor St Vincent’s Private Hospital.  Chemotherapy is over so the appointment was for 2 pm and Donna was the nurse assigned to me.  The waiting area was full of people and it was a busy day for the team.  I was delighted to see a face I knew and we got the opportunity to have a brief chat.  Donna checked through my chart and asked the necessary questions about side effects and mood.  Donna then suggested if I would like to see a psychologist with a specialty in oncology.  I dithered but thanks to her diligence I decided I would attend and would await an appointment.  Professor Crown checked through the file also and confirmed that from now on my treatment would be upward and he recognised that I was the person who has followed his twitter account for a few years now. (@canisgallicus).  It was time for my intravenous Herceptin and finally I booked a taxi and returned home.


Another month passes and I am drifting just like the snow.  I  can only conclude that the memory deficits and dimmed executive functions that slow my day to snail’s pace are now to my benefit because I seem to have arrived at this stage of treatment for breast cancer without any tangible memories of same.  It all comes back to that quotation of Lewis Carroll ‘It is a poor kind of memory that only works backwords’.  The power of being within the day in the time of the internet with social media like Twitter works in my favour on yet another health related journey, only this time it is with breast cancer.  I have just found a press cuttings (yes I collect them in my diary and more often than not when too many exist, I bin them), however this relates to cancer and something I did not understand and now do.  Written by Catherine Shanahan and published in the Irish Examiner “New cancer treatment to reduce radiation risk to heart…/new-cancer-treatment-to-reduce-radiation-risk-to-hear.

In my case, this is relevant.  The cancer is in my left breast.  Recently I had a heart echo without really understanding the significance.  Referencing and quoting from the article explains accordingly:-

In the case of left sided breast cancer patients, there is a new radiotherapy service, Deep Inspiration Breath Hold (DIBH); its purpose is to reduce radiation doses to the heart.  The launch took place at Cork University Hospital (CUH) and “should immediately benefit 60% of its breast cancer patients” …. an average of 180 people a year.  I asked a member of the radiation team in St Vincent’s Private Hospital and it was explained that the machine used had the capacity but was not yet adapted for same.  Presumably this has to do with cost.  It is important to ask questions now because as the article states “This has long-term benefits to the patient and reduces the rate of morbidity and mortality”.  The HSE go on to say that this new therapy “was enabled through a multi-disciplinary effort in CUH’s radiotherapy oncology department”.  The funding was provided by an independent charity Aid Cancer Treatment (based in Cork).

Aid Cancer Treatment (ACT) – EverydayHero

Aid Cancer Treatment is a completely voluntary organisation based in Cork. We aim to help those diagnosed with cancer in a practical way by helping to fund the latest equipment necessary to treat cancer refurbishing and redecorating the waiting rooms and wards where those diagnosed spend the majority… Continue …

Below is a link to my health history from 1993 to 2016

I include this because for a number of years I was diagnosed and severely debilitated by Chronic Fatigue syndrome.  The fatigue from both chemotherapy; or radiation did not compare to the impact of that ‘drop dead exhaustion’ experienced with chronic fatigue.
There is some research into link between chronic fatigue and breast cancer – see link.

To my partner, carer, best friend for over 14 years.  This song says it all.  Roy Orbison

3,830 words

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Obituary: Dr Eleanor Rose Comyn-Clarke

I would not have known about this only for a friend Esther gets the Meath Chronicle at a local shop in Upper Baggot Street, Dublin 4.  John Donohoe, News Editor, Meath Chronicle, kindly sent me this by email and said that my Mum was known to him since he was a child and that Mum had recently attended his grandmother’s party.  The Meath Chronicle article had a lovely photo of my Mum which does not appear in this.

Saturday January 20, 2018


THE unexpected passing after Christmas of Dr Eleanor Rose Comyn-Clarke, just a few days after she suffered a serious stroke, shocked and saddened the communities of Skryne, Tara, and surrounding areas. Aged 86, Dr Clarke of Rosepark House, Oberstown, Tara, died on 28th December last at the Mater Hospital, five days after taking ill at her home. Her passing came as a shock to all as she was still very active in the community, and had only retired from practice around two years ago.

A member of an old County Clare family, Dr Clarke and her late husband, Dublin native Dr John A Clarke, took over the Tara Dispensary District, based out of the dispensary at Belper, from Dr Jack and Dr Alice Murnane, in 1963. They later built and moved to
Rosepark House. Dr John Clarke died in 1977, and the dispensary area was divided up
between Dr Comyn-Clarke and Dr Paddy Tierney of Dunshaughlin. Dr Clarke operated out of Oberstown, with surgeries in Kilmessan, and Cushinstown, Kilmoon, as well
as providing cover for Dr Tierney in Dunshaughlin. She was also doctor to the Salesian College of Agriculture, Warrenstown.

Born in April 1931, Eleanor Comyn – known to family and friends as Rose – was the younger of two daughters of Judge Michael Comyn and Marcella Blake-Forster, and
grew up on Northbrook Road in Ranelagh, Dublin 6. After schooling in Leeson Street (Sacred Heart), both girls went on to study medicine, and Eleanor graduated from the Royal College of Physicians and Royal College of Surgeons of Ireland in 1953. She met and married Dr John A Clarke, and they worked in England, Stradbally, Co Laois, Nobber, Co Meath, Loughglynn, Co Roscommon, before coming to and then Tara. Their practice was of the old style dispensary, with house calls, and surgery hours that were more accessible than today’s doctors’ practices.

In the 1980s, Dr Clarke was honoured by Air Canada after she came to the aid of a passenger who took ill on a flight to Toronto.  She enjoyed travelling abroad, and visited Japan, Korea, Canada, Australia and America.  She loved the Hill of Tara and was often to be found with friends walking its roads or having coffee in Maguire’s. She was presented
with an honorary membership certificate by the Friends of Tara.

A member of Rathfeigh and District Historical Society, she had a great interest in both local history and family history. Her own family had a very interesting story, and
its fortunes followed those of the country and state. The Comyns were from Ballyvaughan at the foot of the Burren in Co Clare, and her grandfather, James Comyn, his wife, and seven young children, were evicted from the family farm of many hundred years in 1879, by an absentee landlord.  When their lot improved, one of those seven children, her father Michael, was to become a King’s Counsel, and later a senator and judge. The family was close to Eamon de Valera, who hid out in Beaufield Mews in Stillorgan, home of Michael’s brother, James, during the Civil War, and Michael advised de Valera on many matters in those early years – Republican funds held by the Cosgrave government, Republican funds held in the United States, the formation of the Fianna Fail party, the founding of the Irish Press, and constitutional issues. It was also on the advice of Michael Comyn and Treaty signatory George Gavan Duffy that de Valera, when he came to power in 1932, stopped paying land annuities to Britain, bringing about the famous ‘Economic War, where we were to ‘burn everything British, except their coal’.  Michael’s brother, James, was father of the late Sir James Comyn, Queen’s Counsel, who inherited his aunt Delia’s home, Belvin Hall, Tara, and it was on this part of this farm that the Clarkes built Rosepark House.

Dr Clarke was hugely proud of her Clare roots and was laid to rest in the Comyn family burial plot in the old abbey at Bishop’s Quarter Cemetery, Ballyvaughan, on New
Year’s day.

Her funeral Mass in St Colmcille’s Church, Skryne, was celebrated by Fr Tom O’Mahony, PP, assisted by Fr Paddy Clarke, St Columban’s, Dalgan Park, brother-in-law of the
deceased, Fr Padraig O’Donovan, vice-director, Dalgan Park, and Fr George McCaughey, Salesian Fathers.

Dr Clarke is survived by her daughter, Michelle; son, Shane; grandchildren, Conor, Molly, Gile, Anna and Tom; sister, Dr Marcy McCann, Limerick; extended family, relatives and many dear neighbours and friends.

A month’s memory Mass takes place in Rathfeigh Church on Saturday 27th January at 6pm.

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What makes a memory? Prof Tomás Ryan, TCD will explain in public talk

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Quotations: New Year 2018. (Illness and grief determines I revert to old files and herein are the quotations I selected December 15th 2001)

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