Paying the price once more……

TBI and amnesia…I kept pushing the brain. I had been warned rest restores but I knew better. Thanks for Sharing Wendy. I treasure the rest periods now. 6 years with chronic fatigue for pushing the brain too hard means I value rest and you do. The prompts of the photos are brilliant. They make you feel involved and they give pleasure to people like me who have forgotten how to take photos. The rose, the colour, is an exact shade of rose in the home of my childhood, long gone, on the road to Tara Hill, Co. Meath. Thanks Wendy. I loved London too and the warmth comes back to me when I read what you write

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I knew there’d be a price to pay for the busy weekend in London. I purposely didn’t stay in my hotel room if I didn’t have to, instead trundling the hot busy streets, so I’d have to concentrate; I’d have to use my tired brain constantly. If I’d have relaxed and closed my eyes dementia would have taken over there and then, so I wouldn’t have been at my best for the interviews and Mondays evening event. Yes I was exhausted, but the adrenaline rush from all the wonderful things just kept me going. That was, until I got home and could ‘go on’ no longer…….

I’d collapsed in bed earlier than usual the day I arrived back. I’d fallen asleep in front of the telly and had woken with a start of confusion as it was still daylight. But my eyes wouldn’t stay open. I kept feeling that strange…

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Life event that changes all: Horse riding accident in Zimbabwe in 1993, a fractured skull et al including bipolar anxiety, chronic fatigue …. co-morbidities (Nietzche 'He who has the reason why can deal with any how' details my health history from 1993 to date). 17th 2017 August operation for breast cancer (no indications just an appointment came from BreastCheck through the Post). Trinity College Dublin Business Economics and Social Studies (but no degree) 1997-2003; UCD 1997/1998 night classes) essays, projects, writings. Trinity Horizon Programme 1997/98 (Centre for Women Studies Trinity College Dublin/St. Patrick's Foundation (Professor McKeon) EU Horizon funded: research study of 15 women (I was one of this group and it became the cornerstone of my journey to now 2017) over 9 mth period diagnosed with depression and their reintegration into society, with special emphasis on work, arts, further education; Notes from time at Trinity Horizon Project 1997/98; Articles written for Irishhealth.com 2003/2004; St Patricks Foundation monthly lecture notes for a specific period in time; Selection of Poetry including poems written by people I know; Quotations 1998-2017; other writings mainly with theme of social justice under the heading Citizen Journalism Ireland. Letters written to friends about life in Zimbabwe; Family history including Michael Comyn KC, my grandfather, my grandmother's family, the O'Donnellan ffrench Blake-Forsters; Moral wrong: An acrimonious divorce but the real injustice was the Catholic Church granting an annulment – you can read it and make your own judgment, I have mine. Topics I have written about include annual Brain Awareness week, Mashonaland Irish Associataion in Zimbabwe, Suicide (a life sentence to those left behind); Nostalgia: Tara Hill, Co. Meath.
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